
alright.this should be a new begining.
i should start all over again
even i totally forget how to open a new post
and i dont even know how to link people :[
i use to start to write dairy sometimes after i stop blogging.i dont want to leave the blog like this,at lease i should update you guys something.
everyone is sleeping now except me.i just dont know why i cant fall sleep at night nowadays.
I'd aggregate all of my past calamity and misadventure
saved it in my memory.
oh well,
Remembering the last time i had suck stricken and pained event were...
sometime in some month of 2009.
I hate 2010 by the way.
I'm ready for 2012.
There;s something to look forward to,at least.
wake up wishing,
i have a life.
I have a dreams.
I have ambition.
I have the capacity to love
and believe that i deserve it.
this is my first post in 2010.how come i make it in this so disappointed way.
all my friend asked me why all my post look sad and i'm still look gorgeous when i meet them up.
seriously i got no idea on it,it is just because i like to blog when i'm depress and emo.sigh,thats all for today.
you're impossible to find, 5:04 AM.

How do you describe missing someone really badly?
For me,It is an inexplicable mystery.
A puzzle with a misplaced piece.
A fish out of the water.
A drop of tear in the vast ocean.
A song without lyric
The desire for warmth in the depths of winter.
The needed air that you breathe.
And wanting that someone back is likewanting snow in summer, rain in the desert.
i never going to be whole again.
And than you think you're going to die,
but wake up the next day still alive.
That's when you know,one can't die of a broken heart.
Sigh.
This is incredibly difficult.
I wondered where you are,
and pictured you soaring in the sky.
And that's enough for me.
I miss you more than words could say.
I couldn't put it any better.
Could you?=(
you're impossible to find, 8:03 PM.
Not now dear(can i still calling you this?),
not now!
Wherever you are,
you need to tide me through this,i can't possibly do it alone.
You owe me this.You said you will never hurt me.You left me here.
Pls...
you're impossible to find, 2:32 AM.

I know...i am not a good blogger!
I am a real busy person you know?
I know...i din't keep my promise to keeping update,but i'm fine girls.
And my hostel line is really suck ok?
It doesnt mean that i neglect you all.
I still need your to support and caring.
I'm really very sorry.
I promise I'll change :)
I Love you all, sexiest .
you're impossible to find, 1:20 AM.

Tracy is a sissy and a pussy
Her mother give her money to go and study
But she take the money and go do something funny
She want to get honey but she got no money
I fell moody moody and moody
How to make her happy happy but not crazy
Sleepy sleepy and geting sleepy
Good nite world and sunway university...i miss you baby!
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Happy birthday to lovely sister Rovester...
Ps Tingyi :Tell him if you saw this :)
you're impossible to find, 1:05 AM.
SHALL WE?keep the flame burning.Its always better when we;re togetherBUThow come it is so hard???________________________________________
Packing stuff...chao...BYE!
i know someone cant wait to see me tomorrow!WAhaha...
because of present rite?
you're impossible to find, 4:55 PM.
Seriously,i hate my college life.
The "stress" felling...you know?
FULL STOP about college!!!!X
And all i want,it
z to be
ha
ppy with you .
I love you, and i happen to love you
a lot.
But why wouldn't you come to my dream?One More Things,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAU YILING(7)dont ask for present please
since we sososo close edi...
please lah30th juneHAPPY BIRTHDAY BIANG(miss period)!Cant wait to smell you!haha...
you're impossible to find, 2:00 AM.